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04/09/2003: "Sunrise"
In coffee commercials, they always make waking up and watching the sunrise so peaceful and pretty. In reality, waking up that early does nothing but make me a cranky brat who doesn't give a damn about the sky. Staying up all night to see the sunrise doesn't seem to work either; last night my roommate and I were up talking until 5 in the morning, and by that time I was so tired that I was a cranky brat who didn't give a damn about the sky.
Maybe it's the coffee that's missing from the equation. I wasn't without caffeine, since I had packed away three cans of cherry Coke last night (I'm still wondering what provoked me to do that). It must be something else about the stuff; there is a guy in my earliest class who used to bring coffee with him, and the aroma would always fill the room and make me feel like having to wake up wasn't such a bad thing after all. And then he would drink it all and the smell would disappear and leave me wanting to kick his ass.